Wings of passion

Ch 7: Who Am I ?


                                  [Enigma phase always going to be there in back of my mind like as always,    like that open tab which keeps on playing & playing &playing that same freaking track of your sad songs playlist]


                                   I've been taking some time And I've been keeping it to myself.all the human beings on the earth wants to know that what purpose do i serve in this precious life?


                                   Yes,i know a little bit of mine,i am coder not that show off kinda one like Real One.My journey started the day i fell hard for mr.stark it was 2008.weird but true.but more than that i was in love with technology like damn man.i just wanna be something in this huge world where 'Anyone can be Anything'. I wanna become me.i think there must be A reason behind why I'm here, i wanna know that why?                          


"The Universe has a way of leading you to the place you are supposed to be when you are supposed to be there.”

                                                                            [*in my head*]

                    ' I will make it back to you'  i promised myself  when i was leaving that place called home.I'm here to say "hey" to future.so i started working on things i love.so i hit the road.



                                                    [Driving my car playing Maps by Maroon 5]
                          So I wonder, where were you?
                          All the roads you took came back to me
                          So I'm following the map that leads to you you-you-you-you-you
                         Ain't nothing I can do
                         The map that leads to you
                         Following, following, following to you you-you-you-you-you
                         Ain't nothing I can do
                         The map that leads to you
                         Following, following, following...

                      

                       But I miss him in every song,my heart wants to hold his hands,look him in the eyes and say..... I LOVE YOU 3000 Man,i hope he feels the same way, may be in his sleep....

                                                You never know where the road may take you.

                                                    

Enigma

Ch :6  Glimpse



             my bestfriend & I ...the bond was created very strong that can never be broken by anyone.
guess what he found the 'panda' for himself ,i mean girlfriend.ya panda,not that big one,the one who sleeps all the time and eats whatever it likes.


As always,new life also bring me some pain of ignorance,now we bacame 3 &guess what , i'm ghosted.frankly saying i don't like that part where our friends ghost us for someone that they met newly ! pain guys.real pain.but i'm happy for him because panda makes him smile.

                                          what else can i ask from universe,right?

                 Now,i'm all alone thinking about what if i date someone.my heart says "wtf ?
anddd...


                 All those memories burnt in my head,i don't want to go back,but now,now...

i'm craving for my robert downey jr.But he is far away from me,no number,no address,no social media,ntg.

I'm Hankering for his existence.I just want Glimpse of his smile.his eyes...

Whatever we have,whatever we do,we are all empty without our love.i totally believe if you have family who loves you,friend that can be your sword in any battles,lover who always makes sure if you are ok or not.you are richest person in the world....

Right in the movement,I'm blank ...

enigma of life.

  

Reborn

             

                                    What Would This Chapter Of Your Life Be Called ?

  Ch:5  FLY SOLO

               "You have escaped the cage.your wings are stretched out.Now fly." told myself.

               Happy.  Sad.  Excited.  Homesick.  Independent.  Lonely. Kinda vibes in the air.

 I landad safe & soundly.



 Day 1:you can't wake up this is not a dream.

But I'm dreaming with my eyes wide open. New country to breathin,New journey to finish,New life to live.New road to my destination.everything changes.this is my time to make change for worst or better.i'm never gonna stop for anyone.this is it.this is all i want.

I smiled and stared at the mirror because that's what i do in the morning.globally top-ranked University is waiting for me.Nothing makes a worse impression than strolling in late. Especially for the first class, you should make an extreme effort to be punctual.so i left for the journey.


                                                                 [*]

" hey buddy,you look cool !" the stranger whisperd,
"what kind of book is this?" he added,
"Always" i said,
that clicked in his head it's harry potter series book.
       


            I made a friend who looked like real gangsta who can fight with anyone.i wasn't looking for any normal person i can study with,we literally connected with each other,we talk,we eat,we read..


and guess what Life is Beautiful.

Hard and Heavy Goodbye

Chapter 4 : Good Bye

            I left My Mom and dad & My family.I was about to cry but i'm not that kind of person who can cry infront of any one. Strong soul,Never cries. But more than that i can not cry in front of My Dad.


"Is chasing your dreams worth it?"
Distance ... My parents and My Dreams?

            Dream where you are being chased is who is chasing you.No No Not that dream.


                                                        GET READY TO SOAR ! 
                          
                                                                      [*]

    In the world of people who loves dogs,cats etc.i want that "Phoenix" from Harry potter.

 "Fascinating creatures, phoenixes. They can carry immensely heavy loads, their tears have healing powers, and they make highly faithful pets." like our Albus Dumbledore said and i wish i can heal my pain with phoenix tears.

Maybe i wanna become like Phoenix.Phoenix's abilities is to regenerate itself. It periodically bursts into flames when its body becomes old, and rises from the ashes as a newborn chick.


Guess What I left For aeroplane.


                                              Remember ? Now Or Never ?
                                                 It's   " NEVER"
            
                                 
                          The End of the story Or Just the beginning ?

And against all odds,against all the logic,But Deep inside we still hope...Hope someday i'll meet you and never let you go.

 Something is missing...Yeah Music..I put my skullcandy on my head playing....

                    [If I'm lucky, I'll meet ya, heaven or high water
                     'Cause things didn't work out in this life, but maybe
                     Vodka on my lips
                     Took too many drinks
                    Makes me Reminisce all the way down
                    Song by jason derulo. ]